Selasa, 7 April 2009

Aku mengerti hidup ini...ayahanda.

Tiba-tiba air mata lelaki aku mengalir tanpa disedari. Aku mengerti bahawa hidup ini bukan mudah untuk aku tempuhi.... ayahanda.




It's not time to make a change,
Just relax, take it easy.
Youre still young, thats your fault,
Theres so much you have to know.
Find a girl, settle down,
If you want you can marry.
Look at me, I am old,
but Im happy.

I was once like you are now,
and I know that its not easy,
To be calm when youve found something going on.
But take your time, think a lot,
Why, think of everything youve got.
For you will still be here tomorrow,
but your dreams may not.

How can I try to explain, when I do he turns away again.
Its always been the same, same old story.
From the moment I could talk I was ordered to listen.
Now theres a way and I know that I have to go away.
I know I have to go.

Its not time to make a change,
Just sit down, take it slowly.
Youre still young, thats your fault,
Theres so much you have to go through.
Find a girl, settle down,If you want you can marry.
Look at me, I am old, but Im happy.

(-- away away away, I know I have to Make this decision alone - no)

All the times that I cried,
keeping all the things I knew inside,
Its hard, but its harder to ignore it.
If they were right,
Id agree, but its them you know not me.
Now theres a way and I know that I have to go away.
I know I have to go.

(-- stay stay stay, why must you go and Make this decision alone? )

Rabu, 1 April 2009

Mati hidup semula

Salam sejahtera ke atas kamu serta aku...

Ketika jarum- jarum waktu terus berdetik dan mampu menghirup udara yang sama dengan lafaz sembah yang luhur dari hati yang hitam ke lidah yang nista, aku ucapkan syukur kepada yang satu tiada yang lain, melainkan hanya yang satu ya ALLAH... Alhamdulilah.

Tidak pernah aku alami satu perasaan yang penuh dengan kemanisan, bau-bauan kasturi yang tidak pernah aku cium serta warna kehidupan yang terang-benderang.

Aku ingin jadi mulia, aku mengerti bahwa bukan semudah ini aku impikan. Bayang-bayang dosa selalu membayangi aku. Cahaya-cahaya pahala semakin suram untuk menerangi aku.

Adakah mampu untuk aku bangun dan berdiri... melangkah setapak, dua tapak untuk berjalan?
Masihkah ada ruang kosong yang kini bergerak bebas untuk aku?

Semoga kasih sayang-nya sentiasa melindungi aku.
Semoga ingatan-nya sentiasa bermain di benak aku.

Ya... ALLAH jauhilah aku daripada kejahatan ciptaan-nya.
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